Jane Madeline Gold was Lord Pentland's secretary for a number of years, his pupil and friend.  Here is a record of her inner and outer encounters. From Roger Lipsey's review, "This is a book that has been greatly needed since Lord Pentland's passing in 1984...Missing from transcripts of meetings even with great teachers is the immediate perception of their presence, far and away the most important thing at the time. What really was it like to be around such a person? Madeline Gold somehow finds the way."